So Happy Together

Grasshopper

2011-12-17T09:55:00.001-08:00

Actually it was a praying mantis but he played with his "grasshopper" for an hour.
It was the cutest thing I have ever seen.
I know the video is blurry but I was taking it through the screen.
Listen to what he is saying.

Providing shade for the grasshopper.

Happy Holidays

2011-12-16T10:08:00.000-08:00

It is tradition for the Carters to give all the grandkids
matching pajamas as the first gift of Christmas.
The kids wore them while we set up for Christmas this year.

Our tree is on an end table so Sadie can't get to it. Maybe I should take a picture of the finished product. Will do. All day long Sadie points and says "tee" then squeals with glee when the lights come on. So our Christmas tree is always glowing, because I can't resist that gleam in her eyes. It's so magical. Oh yes, note that Shawn is wearing shorts. But before you get too jealous it has been cold. At least pants and sweater weather.

Merry Christmas!

I feel so blessed this time of year.

Sadie...Mason...Afton

2011-11-24T19:44:00.001-08:00

I have not been so patient with my kids as of late... for many reasons.

These sweet pictures remind me of all the reasons I need to repent!

This little boo has been loving her books lately.

Mason wearing Shawn's shirt from his childhood.
"Hey Mom, did you know you can wear hats to the side on the this thing."
Afton is in Sadie's Halloween costume. She doesn't wear clothes... just dress up. My rule is that she at least has to wear something semi-normal when we leave the house. Tights and socks are a favorite. I'm going to make a sign for her to wear that says... "I dress myself."
Oh Afton Jean! I do love your silliness.

Halloween

2011-11-02T22:52:00.001-07:00

I so enjoyed this holiday, but not so much the sugar high to follow.
I was lucky to convince them to trade in their candy
for something they really wanted... the movie cars 2.

The pictures really tell it all.

Mason is in a phase where dodging the camera is really cool.
I'm sad, he used to be my best poser. Oh well.
He loved walking Zoey (the Thomsichs dog) almost as much if not more than
trick-or-treating.

The only picture of all the Carter kids together.

Grandma and Grandpa Carter.
Shawn is going to be hot as an oldie.

Chunkin' punkin'

"I'm wearing lipstick... me too...giggle giggle."

Ham it up Afton Jean!

She loves her little friends so much.

I love my neighborhood!

One lucky Boy

2011-11-01T22:59:00.000-07:00

Everyday Mason gets to stay after school with Shawn and play in the gym.

He is so proud of his Daddy, Coach Carter, and it makes my heart ache with happiness to see.

How magical in his five year old world to ride home everyday with his Dad.

Another highlight of this school year has been going with him on his field trip to the farm.

Wow, Is this my little boy? I can't believe how grown up you are. I love you.

2011-10-08T22:40:00.001-07:00

This is the love that emanates from Sadie....

I love those little toesies.

Can't say enough about the cheeks.

I love your knowing eyes that reach right down into my very soul

A one year old who obeys, asks for hugs, and is perfectly content sitting on a lap and being with Mommy every second.

She has a very calming quality which is very much needed in our house.

But she has an opinion followed by an ear piercing scream.

But I still can't be frustrated.

Two long naps a day.

Early bedtime.

I want to wake you up sometimes because I miss you.

Please don't grow anymore.

I love having one that can't talk back yet :)

One year old is a special time.

I wish I could go back to this stage with ALL my kids.

Grease

2011-10-07T09:57:00.001-07:00

Boo for blurry pictures.

I usually check after it's taken. Oh well.

Shawn and I have become non-existent on this blog so here we are.
Don't you think we could be Danny and Sandy?

Best Buddies

2011-09-21T20:17:00.000-07:00

I used to feel sad that Mason

may never have a brother

But these two

with their very different and quirky personalities

are the best of friends

I'm so glad

Tribute to Summer

2011-09-12T19:42:00.000-07:00

Now until November is the BEST time of the year in Southern Utah. Perfect park weather has begun. The hundred degree temperatures are officially coming to a close. I love my dessert, even the hot months... except for when I am pregnant. That's just cruel.

A new stage of life has begun for us with our first child starting school. I can't believe how fast the last five years have gone. So this summer I made sure we played. And played we did...

So long sweet summer

Poopie Face

2011-09-05T17:40:00.001-07:00

If Mason and Afton new about this I would probably get a reprimand.

I'm always on them about potty humor, but Sadie makes the funniest faces every time.

I couldn't resist...

Kitchen

2011-08-28T17:18:00.000-07:00

I love house projects (or DIY projects) but I am too particular and economy driven. Which is a nice way of saying that I'm cheap but want it to look awesome. Cheap because I have to be and awesome because I have figured out some way to do everything myself. This is our first house, and every time I walk into it, I feel like it says... "This is YOUR house." Shawn likes it too.

{This is our kitchen}

I made the curtains.

The frames are from a yard sale.

They were blue, I spray painted them white and added some fabric and buttons.

The pray sign is from my dear friend Tiffany.

The table centerpiece I made and if you look closely,

you can see the glass knobs on my table that my Mom gave me for my birthday.

The plate I made at color me mine in Provo a few years ago.

The glass truffle bowl was a relief society activity. There is a bird etched into it.

I found this pack of stencils at walmart for about three bucks. I bought a few colors of craft paint and some canvases and went to work. All of the frames are either yard sale, hand me downs, or DI. Spray paint is my other best friend. I use it for everything. The white pots are from my Mom or Ikea.

The white clock is from ikea.

That little red bird with the c frame makes me so happy. Again spray paint for the bird and a stencil and c scrap booking sticker. I also used the stencils and craft paint for the canvases. The black thingy... found at DI. And the frame on the bottom has two black knobs found at home depot.

I spent about 327 days rearranging my kitchen. It has been like this (untouched) for a few months now, and I don't intend to change it anytime soon. Except someday we are going to refinish our table completely black. But we'll let the kids keep trashing it for a few more years before we do all that work.

More projects to come...

I love the Uniforms

2011-08-23T23:28:00.000-07:00

This is what was said to Mason in each picture.

The reactions explain his personality perfectly.

"Be Cool"

"Be excited"

"Mom I want to do a hook!"

"Show me your backpack."

"Say Cheese"

Glad you made it through the first day little man.

So proud of you.

Grandma and Grandpa

2011-08-18T02:42:00.001-07:00

I have never thought my grandparents to be in the elderly category.

They have so much energy and life in them.

Grandpa, it literally breaks my heart to see you slowing down,

but I love you even still. If not more!

Sadie loved all the attention from Grandma and Grandpa.

The plane ride was H-E-double hockey stick, but so worth it.

Yes, she is holding benedryl for the plane ride home.

Unfortunately it had no effect whatsoever.

How could time have gone by so fast?

How can that possibly be my third child sitting on my lap?

I wish I could be a kid again going to Grandma and Grandpa's house.

Swimming in the pond, dancing in the meadows, climbing trees,

and building teepees in the woods.

Thanks Grandma for all the laughs and showing me how to tie Sadie into a chair with a rag. Genius! (that's what they did before high chairs.)

2011-08-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

This blog will be back in commission soon. So much going on and no computer to update until evening time. Thats what happens when the family computer crashes.

Mason is starting Kindergarten

Afton is starting dance again

and

Sadie can walk

We are recovering from our last vacation to northern utah and my trip to Indiana. Hopefully some snapshots will follow soon.

Going Natural and eating Healthy

2011-07-23T17:29:00.001-07:00

I'm turning into one of those weird all natural people... and I love it. Avoiding the dyes, preservatives, and additives in our food. Trying out essential oils, which I am loving so far. For lunch I gave my kids a plate of just raw vegetables and they ate them ALL! Dipped in ranch, but still awesome. I'm thinking of trying raw milk also. It feels good! I cannot even tell you how much better I feel. I have always been sensitive to what I eat. But especially sensitive after I had to get my gal bladder removed after Afton was born. It's hard to have self discipline, but I have gotten to the point where I am sick of living in pain. A bowl of ice cream is just not worth the grief anymore. And one day when I had pizza and a cupcake I thought I was going to die.

I have learned how to bake HEALTHY treats. There are some things that everyone can do that are simple. Switch to whole grains. Add about half the sugar a recipe calls for, or none at all. You can substitute things like honey, applesauce, or agave nectar. Applesauce is also a great substitute for oil. Speaking of oil- olive oil is the way to go, but don't over do it. Make green drinks by filling up the blender with spinach and juice first. You won't even taste the spinach.

an example of a green drink...

spinach
about two cups of orange juice
vanilla or plain yogurt (brown cow is the best)
frozen berries (as much as you want)
one banana

So yummy. Shawn likes to add a little bit of ice because he likes it more slushy. Another things you can do is just stop buying cereal. We rarely buy it and rice chex has become like a treat to my kids. Can you believe it! They eat oatmeal with apples and cinnamon, or just a little bit of sugar. Or yogurt, eggs, or waffles. We make our waffles from scratch (or I should say Shawn does) because he is the best at it. You can add things like wheat bran and flax seed. Something I just learned about recently for baking is to buy white whole wheat flour. It works better for baking. However we still use regular whole wheat flour in our waffles and they turn out great. The baking powder makes them fluffy.

We spend a lot of money on food... but we also don't buy a lot of junk, so I think it evens out. Trust me, we still like good food and I have a weakness for french fries (gross I know) but I have become a believer in eating healthier. I'm not going to turn granola and stop shaving my legs or something, but It is a beautiful thing to know you are taking care of your body. A lot of this started with Mason and wanting to do what was best for his autism. I will be forever grateful for my little man.

I think the hardest part about trying to be healthy is not wanting to offend others when we are together. Sometimes I want to jump across the table so they wont give it to my kids. And when they bring snacks to play dates and stuff of course Mason and Afton want some. My kids live for food. But I have decided that we will do the best we can at home, and if they have the other stuff every once in a while, they will be fine. I ate all kinds of crazy stuff growing up even though my parents were very healthy and I survived. I would never want to offend my friends and family or come across as thinking I'm "all knowing" or something.

It has been fun the past few years to see the changes as I have gotten into all of this. I love to learn about knew ideas, so if you have any please share!

Happy Birthday Sadie

2011-07-20T12:46:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Sadie. You are my
little sweetheart
my chunky boo
I love you so very much.

I just cannot believe that you are one already.
It is breaking my heart to see you change.
You can say mama, dada, baba, whats that, and you sign a lot.
You favorite word is "uh" you say this when you point to everything.

This is your introduction to sugar.
At first you were apprehensive...
and then gobbled that cupcake as quickly as possible.

You have become quite picky about food.
It is hard to understand how those cheeks are
still so chunky because you don't eat as much anymore.
You would prefer to be spoon fed and get mad when I just put stuff on your tray.

You are a little camera shy
I don't blame you, so am I.
You are still really nervous around people you don't know.
But all smiles for Mommy, Daddy, Mason and Afton.
We love to see the way your eyes light up when you laugh.

I could just kiss those cheeks all day... and I do.
I think we smother you with them too much
because you are starting to want
more personal space.
You are the third child and the baby.
You get a lot of attention, but you don't demand it.

You love to lay your head on our shoulder and say, "awhhhh" in a sweet voice.
You are a very mild temperment.
Except when you want something or are being bullied.
You know how to hold your own.

You bring so much love with you everywhere you go.

I love your beautiful blue eyes and brown hair.
Thank you for being my baby.

Party!!!!!!

2011-06-19T21:25:00.000-07:00

Helping me make dirt cake. Which by the way was organic and delish.

Mason had a pirate party this year. You would never know from the pictures because I never take pictures of the decorations... why? They went on a treasure hunt, walked the plank, jumped on the trampoline and listened to Justin Beiber.

Look at the chunky baby pirate.

Some of the early guests. I didn't get pictures of all the kids unfortanately, but there were alot of kids. Mostly girls.

Mason with his rockin' band... and Melissa's arm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASON

2011-06-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

Dear Mason,

What a great day! I cannot believe you are five years old! This morning you came into my room bright and early (about 6:45) to start getting ready for your pirate party. It's all you have been talking about. We spent the morning playing lion and finishing your birthday cake. You are such a good boy, even doing chores on your birthday. You have changed so much from four to five. You can ride a bike, make friends everywhere you go, love to imagine, and ask thoughtful deep questions about the gospel and life. Learning is your strong point. You are so observant. Nothing escapes your notice. You also love to perform. You tell me to sit on the couch so you can do a show. I love your shows. They usually include renditions of your latest favorites like Justin Beiber, Hannah Montana, Jungle Book, or practicing your kung fu. I love when you smile at me and give me kisses. I cannot believe how smart and talented you are. We talk a lot about kidergarden. You are ecstatic to go to vista, and I am excited for you. I have looked forward to this time where you would be a big boy, but now that it's here, I wish I could keep you little forever. I am proud of you for all the improvement you have made in learning to obey. I know you are trying so hard. You have learned to control your impulses and set an example for your little sisters more and more. They love and look up to you so much. They love to play with you and follow your lead. Afton misses you so badly when you are at school. I am grateful everyday for the way you have changed my life. Being your Mom has taught me a lot about myself and to be a more kind and understanding person. Thank you for being patient with me while I figure out how to be the best mom possible to you. I am far from perfect, but I'm pretty sure that nobody loves you and cares about you as much as I do. Nobody has spent more time praying for you, planning for you, and thinking about you as much as I have. Remember that when you are older. I was there from the beginning. The first time I held you I knew that I was yours, and you were mine, and nothing could ever change that.

Love,

Mom

Quirky

2011-05-30T01:40:00.000-07:00

Quirky #1- Mason- and the Justin Beaver (yes Beaver) and Hannah Montana storey

This storey has a little history, but it's well worth it. We were doing a combined yard sale and our friends accidentally left one of those paper jam guitars. Mason was in heaven and attached to that things like no other. Well, like I said it was an accident and it broke his little heart to give it back. He balled his eyes out. I told him maybe for his birthday. A few weeks later he finds this Hannah Montana guitar looking thing at DI. He starts preforming for all the people in the isles and begged me to buy it. "Don't you want the other rockin' band thing?" That is what he calls it- his rockin' band. "No I want this one." "I think $1.50 over $20 why not?" Well the Hannah Montana thing has become a beloved toy. It plays part of two sings and even makes fireworks on the ceiling with the lights that flash on it, if you turn out all the lights. Mason brought it to show and tell at preschool and was disappointed that the fireworks didn't work on their ceiling. At the doctor, he begged me for a Hannah Montana sticker. At Target he ran up to me with a Hannah Montana movie. We have daily performances, and he often goes in his room and sings at the top of his lungs while doing fireworks on the ceiling. Even Sadie joins in to dance. It is so cute, but I have been a little worried about how much he has been talking about being Hannah Montana (which he thinks is a barbie by the way.) Oh sidenote- other favorite song... Crush, by Mandy Moore. So, today I decided to introduce me him to Justin Bieber. Afton and Mason were mesmerized watching music videos of Beaver. They talked about Beaver the rest of the night. They cried when we had to turn Beaver off for family prayer. As I was leaving Mason's room at bed time he was looking at his old bike pump that Shawn gave him (which he sleeps with and pretends is a giraffe) and lovingly whispering, "Beaver, beaver, beaver." "Oh, is that your Beaver?" (Me pointing to the black bike pump.) Mason with a sheepish grin. "Yes Mom!" I think the Hannah Montana wannabe is no more. Although, I'm sure there will be many more performances, I think Beaver has stolen his heart.

Quirky #2- Afton

This little girl comes up with the most stylish, mismatched, crazy outfits I can imagine. A dress, with a tutu underneath, tights, princess shoes, socks, and a long pink ribbon tied in her hair that touches the floor so she can look like Rapunzel. This is just a normal everyday outfit, although I am determined for her to wear normal clothes when we go places (most of the time.) Her favorite activity is to stand in front of the stove and watch herself dance and do pose. Like pose the ballet move, I don't know how to do accents on the computer. Her other favorite activity is to talk with her hands. We started this one day and it has been going ever since. You know, when you pretend you hand is a duck or something. She can do this for 45 minutes straight and be entertained. She has a doggy purse, and a few Easter buckets filled with items that must go everywhere with her, even if we have to leave it in the car. Playing Rapunzel is also a daily activity. Sometimes I am the nice muder (mother) and sometimes I am the witch muder (witch mother) and sometimes I am Gee (Eugene.) Afton is always Rapunzel. She loves to obey, and if you convince her that she is obeying she will usually stop throwing a fit and find a way to be a pleaser. You would think that all this girlyness that would mean that she is ALL GIRL, but her brother (and best friend) has toughened her. She loves to wrestle, climb, run, ride bikes, and fight. They have started play fighting and it scares me. But they laugh hysterically. When she has had enough rough house, she immediately turns into a little lady again. Mason and Afton also LOVE to sing. I love catching them singing, I love to see them temple- or I am a child of God. So sweet.

Quirky #3 Sadie

Sadie so far has been a sweet, loving happy baby. But she has a few trade marks. She loves to stand underneath the kitchen table and wait for all the crumbs to fall underneath so she can eat them. Or eat the leftovers from the previous snack that Mason and Afton have left behind. Can you tell she is the third child (and how much I let things slide.) She also always seems to find the kid's socks. I can't keep them away from her. Dirty or clean she loves to carry them around and suck on them. Yes, suck on them. Yuck. Standing and holding onto the dishwasher while I do the dishes is another favorite activity. And crawling to the bathroom (I won't even talk about what I have found her getting into in there) so yucky I can't even think about it. She wants to follow her brother and sister around everyhwhere and explore everything. It's a stage I know, but she can find EVERYTHING! I couldn't find the kids the other night and found all three of them in the pantry. Mason and Afton getting into snacks and Sadie sitting on the floor watching them. We began singing her a song about her chunky cheeks the day she was born so naturally she responds to chuncky, chunkin, chunky boo, Sadie boo, or just boo. I just love those cheeks, when you kiss them, they go in at least an inch. She is so sweet, and so happy, and if you tell her to say ohhhh- she cocks her head to the side and says, "ohhhhh!." Mason and Afton love her so much and are delighted when she pulls their hair and grabs their faces. I don't know why, but they laugh when she does it, so of course she does it more.

I have three little quirky children. I love them for their own unique personalities. I never want to forget all the funny things they do. But I know will if I don't write them down! Thank you blogger. I need to print you off someday.

Happenings

2011-05-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

Mason looks very serious in this picture... It was in the beginning of his graduation when he was nervous about his parts. It was one of the cutest things I have ever seen in my life!

Tea Parties

Sadie's first french fry. Oh, and look at those piggies.

I love her belly button. It's a little ball, so cute.

Emma's baptism. Afton now asks everyone "Do you want to get baptized?" What a good missionary.

Cousins

Goodbye Elder Parkinson

And last but not least... honey lime enchiladas.... yumo!

Heaven on Earth

2011-05-24T12:42:00.000-07:00

Our home is all kinds of things. It's crazy, happy, wild, stressful, fun, messy, clean, peaceful, contentious- BUT so much of that has to do with me. I've had a huge wake up call as of late in my responsibility to BE what our home needs, but at different times. Sometimes it's going to be messy and chaotic, but that's okay. Because sometimes the kids just need me to sit on the floor with them and play pirates, or tell jokes, and sing songs. And sometimes we need to work together and do chores.

(Mason and Afton as babies.)

I guess what I'm finding is that it's not so much about the physical results, as much as it is about creating an environment of love and understanding. Unfortunately I have the habit of expecting to much and moving everyone along at a neck breaking pace. This song has been on my mind.

(The beginning of Afton dressing herself.)

(Afton and Daddy)

Home can be a heaven on earth when it is filled with love.

(Christmas Night)

Not filled with really nice things, or perfection, or spotless counter tops, or arguing over differences of opinions, money, perfectly behaved children, or criticism.

Home can be a heaven on earth when it is filled with love.

I am grateful for the testimony that I have of my importance as a Mom. They need me so much everyday. Shawn works so hard so I can stay home with our kids. We have made many sacrifices, but have also been so blessed.

This probably sounds so stereotypical mommy mormon blog, but I don't care. I have had my days where I wondered just what the heck I have gotten myself into (three children under the age of five) all before my age of 26. So I feel like REJOICING, that I'm finally really starting to get it.

Some things that have brought about my change of heart is the unexpected death of a loved one (someone who worked in YW with me) and Shawn getting attacked a few months ago and realizing just how hopeless I would be without him. I guess I needed a little wake up call and have had to think about losing everything, to see what I have. Lame of me.

I am grateful to be a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints where families are valued, where motherhood is honored and sacred, and where my relationship with my Savior Jesus Christ is personal.

Just look how quickly it all goes by.

Mason as a baby. I can't believe my little boy is starting kindergarten.

It has been heaven on earth for me this past little while. And not because of anything extraordinary, but because of love.

Our House

2011-05-15T19:41:00.000-07:00

I have been doing SO many projects, too many projects, and more yet to be completed. I got these side tables at DI for $12 each. They were so ugly and had a thick yellow lacre. I let the kids help me sand them down and put the primer on. They had a blast and loved getting it all over the garage.

The almost finished family room. More pillows to sew and other details. But I love how it's coming along. I will probably change things, I always do. Actully the curtains are different now- these white ones are in the girls room.

Summer is Here

2011-05-13T20:43:00.001-07:00

This is already providing hours of fun

one more easter picture

2011-05-13T20:38:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I love this picture, but I do.

Easter Sunday

2011-05-09T18:59:00.001-07:00

Easter Project

2011-05-09T18:46:00.000-07:00

Since Sadie has been born, we haven't been doing as many projects as we used too. Mostly the kids just color, cut, and glue their own things together. I love to see them creating. It makes my heart happy.

Mischevious

2011-04-05T21:58:00.000-07:00

She is getting so big, and getting into EVERYTHING but I love her

What's not to love?

I like to stay busy

2011-04-05T20:48:00.000-07:00

Happy tax return. Finally getting rid of the brown couch, that I have never liked. Sad to say goodbye to the coffee table, but there is really no room for it. And still debating about the red armoire.

Before: Not bad- making do with what we had.

In the works: This is a crappy picture- but things are really changin'. I am so excited for it to be done- lots of ideas! This sectional is HUGE, takes up the whole family room. No more TV in here, but I don't care- I actually LOVE it.

Other Project: made out of an old frame, poster board, permanent marker, and black spray paint. I got the key picture at my friend's yard sale for 50 cents. That's how I roll.

I have been doing so much it's ridiculous. Lots of new headbands and bows, a dress for Sadie, more decorating projects (curtains for the kitchen, Afton and Sadie's room finishing the details, re staining Afton's bed, making the play room fun and cute, and we set up our new trampoline. Not crafty, but a lot of work. This little girl loves pink more than anyone I have ever known. And she dresses herself. Many more projects to come. I don't know why I have never shared them before, because I am a project fanatic and always have been.

Dear Sadie

2011-04-05T20:39:00.000-07:00

Oh the joy you bring into our home. Thank you for being the sweetest and happiest thing that ever lived. We all adore you.

2011-04-05T20:29:00.001-07:00

Some of my favorite pictures of the munchkins have been taken in the car. I mean it makes sense, right? They are strappped in, they are bored, and perfectly willing to smile.

Birthday Party

2011-03-19T14:40:00.000-07:00

I am officially the worst picture taker. I decorated our house so cute for Afton's princess party, had all the little girls dress up in princess dresses and barely took any pictures. Oh well, she loved it. I was a little worried the morning of because everyone called and said they were sick and couldn't come except one little girl. So I ran to some friends house and asked if their older girls could come. Afton was so overjoyed, she didn't even mind.

The cutest present taker who ever lived. He was so excited- maybe more than Afton about the gifts and setting them up.
matchy matchy

Happy Birthday to ME!

Happy Birthday Afton Jean

2011-03-05T09:38:00.000-08:00

Afton,

Today you are three years old and I wish you would just stop growing right now. This morning we ate some pink yogurt (your favorite) did your hair curly (your request) and danced to the tootie ta in your tu tu. You love to be a little girl- but you sure know how to keep up with your brother and the boys. You are tough, but if we hurt your feelings you run into your room and cry until we come talk to you. If we meet eyes you cock your head to the side and give me a big cheesy grin. You just want me and everyone around you to be happy. You are a people pleaser, but you like to do things your own way. The joy and excitement that comes out of your little body over the smallest accomplishment makes me want to celebrate life. You are such an obedient little girl. I rarely have to ask you to do things twice. You do your chores every morning, and put yourself down for nap most of the time. You are my little helper and I genuinely enjoy being around you. You have a touch of fiestiness that comes out when you really want to do something a certain way. Many a times you have laid on the floor of a grocery store crying. But when we talk after you look at me with those big eyes and say, "Sorry Mom!" As I have watched you grow into your personality, I am delighted at the little woman I see you becoming. You bring a lot of love into our home. You bring a lot of love into my life. You are a comfort to me already. I thank Heavenly Father everyday for giving me you.

Love,

Mom

No more bangs

2011-02-28T08:12:00.000-08:00

"I like her bangs" name that flick! Well yesterday when I was getting ready for church, Shawn said "You look different, you look like an 80's rock star." You have to understand, Shawn would never say anything in a malicious way about how I look- he is not the kind of person. But seriously, he nailed it. No matter how much I want bangs, they are not for me :(

Tu Tu Time

2011-02-24T09:53:00.000-08:00

I left my baby in a diaper and came back to find this. Thanks Mom.

Nana and Uncle Sean

2011-02-24T09:40:00.000-08:00

Loved having you here. Too bad it snowed, and then it was fifty degrees the day after you left and 65 the rest of the week. Come back!

Morning Photo shoot

2011-02-24T09:27:00.000-08:00

I realized I forgot to get a picture of Sadie in the Christmas pajamas and it became a morning photo shoot with the girls

hmmm.... what to wear

Christmas pajamas

2011-02-24T09:02:00.000-08:00

I did not intend for this to become a tradition- but I'm glad it happened. These are all my beautiful babies wearing the Christmas pajamas from youngest to oldest. I want to cry my eyes out looking at these pictures.

{Sadie}

{Afton}
{Mason}

performance night

2011-02-24T08:46:00.000-08:00

One of the kids favorite things to do is to perform for us. I absolutely love it. This is their rendition of jungle book. Mason is balloo and Afton is the tiger.

{Mason} I wanna be like you hoohoo

A day in the life

2011-02-24T08:31:00.001-08:00

Well, we don't make cookies everyday- more like once a year but Mason does love this activity.

Sadie frequently gets stuck under furniture

dressing up with friends

Afton is holding her beloved grinch

They are so sweet together

She is still trying to decide if she likes this

Chunkin

2011-02-11T18:01:00.000-08:00

There are so many different variations of the chunkiness. I just can't get enough of those cheeks. In love with my little Sadie boo, yes I am. She's like a little ray of sunshine living in our house. Shawn made me the most amazing gift for Christmas- videos of all the babies when they were born and a highlight video. Every time I try to load it takes too long. Coming soon... hopefully.

Christmas

2011-01-21T09:22:00.000-08:00

I will just say that Christmas was perfect. Everyone in my family came to our house except the Buckleys (very missed) but other than that it was a jolly good time!

"Tell me the rest"

2011-01-06T20:52:00.000-08:00

Mason says this all day long.

"Mom" (exasperated voice)
"Tell me the rest."

This means I have not given him an adequate answer.

No "uh-huhs" or "I don't knows" or "because" for this child.

I've learned that only a thorough explanation will do. He is a curious little boy with lots of questions. And there are only so many years where I am looked to as his all knowing super momma. So I don't mind (most of the time) that every time we get in the car he asks me to turn off the music because he wants to "talk." He then begins to inquire about every noise, light, sign, or anything out of the ordinary. He tells me all about everything and anything and makes sure that I "tell him the rest" or he will just repeat himself over and over. He is a funny little boy, and I love him :)

Cute conversation today...

Driving by the temple....

Mason: "Mom how come kids can't go in there?"
Me: "Because you have to be really really quite and learn about new things that only mommy's and daddy's would understand.
Mason: "Oh I can be really quite."
whispers some stuff that I can't understand for a while.
Mason: "Can you yawn in the temple, because you have to open your mouth really big."
Me: "Yes because it doesn't make a loud noise."
Mason: "But it makes an air noise."
Me: "Yep."
A few seconds later
Mason: "Mom can you do air when you get married."
Then I am laughing and he is too because he knows he said something funny without realizing it.

I'm spiderman

2010-11-19T21:35:00.000-08:00

Spiderman has been a frequent visitor in our home as of late

Mason watching TV

P.s. Does anyone read this blog anymore? I'm really enjoying the convenience of facebook lately, not as much into blogging.

Carving Pumpkins

2010-10-31T08:47:00.000-07:00

Afton so enjoyed playing with the pumpkin mush. She squished her hands in it for about 20 minutes. We don't even have a picture of the finished product, oh well. The kids drew all over the pumpkin and then Shawn washed it off and carved it.

ps. don't mind Afton's underwear, they are huge and look like briefs or something.

All things done in wisdom and order

2010-10-25T14:33:00.000-07:00

Everyday I think of a million career paths and hobbies I want to pursue. I have so many interests. Then I see my sweet little baby, and I'm happy that right now I'm doing this. It won't last forever.

Contradiction

2010-10-21T21:49:00.001-07:00

This is going to seem like a contradiction from my last post, but we have been struggling SO much with Mason's autism the last little while, that I have been ready to pull my hair out. Isn't that how life is... highs and lows.

But right now I am on a high because I went to an autistic parent support meeting tonight and learned so much. We are going to start Mason in some very specific programs. I absolutely adore my little man, and I want him to shine in every way possible.

Friends, family.... IF YOU SUSPECT YOUR CHILD HAS AUTISM, OR KNOW THE Y DO, FEEL FREE TO TALK TO ME. LETS SUPPORT EACH OTHER.

what will it be today?

2010-10-04T11:57:00.001-07:00

What a lovely day it has been.

Wake up at around 6:30 to two little munchkins climbing in bed to say hello. A little fighting over the covers (Afton) and rolling onto hot wheels cars (Mason) And me saying, "If I get you cereal will you let me go back to bed?"

Feed Sadie, kiss Shawn goodbye (I think I got a kiss, can't remember). Then the kids watch cartoons and I play with Sadie and get ready. Make Mason's lunch for preschool... also a lunch for Afton because she thinks it's her dance class today and that she needs a lunch too, do a little cleaning, get the kids their clothes. Two accidents later... change their clothes again.

Turn off cartoons and do chores. Mason's chore= take all the blankets off you bed so I can wash them. He runs in to tell me that he "is doing hard work" I peek in to see him struggling with the sheet. Triumphantly he brings it to me. "I did it" Those blue eyes shining. Next chore... put away clothes. Mason tries to put on his swimming suit and Afton also attempts to change her outfit for the third time.

Putting a new sheet on Afton's bed and Mason pretending to be swiper and taking away Afton's puzzle. She's not happy. "Mason take it away." Big frowny face. Mason reminding us that we have to say "swiper no swipen" and me reminding him that he is not swiper. Then Mason says matter of factly... "Afton is to young to go to preschool and she can't go because she is feisty."

A few time outs and "talks" sitting on the bed. Mason saying "I understand" before I even finish (he knows how to move through it efficiently). Lay Sadie Boo down for her first nap and sing her a song or two.

Play with the kids while organizing toys, my endless task. Afton begging to watch Dora. Sad kids because they missed seeing the dump truck get our trash. Snack time, snack time, trying to sneak snacks (Mason)

Time to go. Mason remembers that it's purple week and wants to wear something purple so he can stand up when the teacher asks. "But you don't have anything purple" "It's okay Mom, you can just buy something." I find a purple car sticker to put on his shirt instead.

There is a thunder and lightning show on the way to school. Oohs and Awhhs from all of us, even Sadie (but she is just awhhhhing) wanting to eat and not liking the thunder cracks. Drop Mason man off who proudly shows the teacher's aide his purple sticker.

Goodbye Mason. Afton's little voice coming from the back "go this way Mom" pointing towards town. "No we are going home." "I don't want to take a nap." Smart girl... she knows the routine. Get home, feed Sadie, watch music videos on you tube with Afton while feeding Sadie. Done feeding Sadie. Lunch for Afton mixed in with a dance party in the kitchen and family room. Sadie sitting in her bouncer smiling at the jungle animals.

And then Afton makes every excuse possible to get out of taking a nap. But alas, it comes none-the-less. Then I lay Sadie down, and think about how sweet life is. Conference weekend, beginning of a new week, ice cream in the fridge, semi-clean house, hubby with a job, classes to study for, and planning the dance party we are having for family home evening tonight. Could possible be one of the best days of my life.

Sadie, I love you

2010-09-11T21:17:00.001-07:00

It's so fun trying to get a normal family picture for the Carters. We were kind of in a hurry to get to church so she didn't miss her own party.

Am I Crazy?

2010-08-23T12:57:00.000-07:00

I feel like I need to rest up before I take the big plunge...starting school this week. I'm just going part time two nights a week, but I hope I can balance it all. I'm getting certfied as a CNA and taking human development.

Goal: Get into the nursing program next fall. Take a year to finish my last three pre-requisite classes.

I'm so happy that my sweetheart understands my dream of always finishing school and is supporting me in this. He is super Daddy.

and

He just thinks I look hot in scrubs.

Good luck to me!

RETROSPECT

2010-08-04T21:00:00.000-07:00

Today I ran errands just with Sadie. It reminded me of when I only had Mason. This is what I think three kids later.

Having one child is like having a little buddy who you take everywhere with you, and hang out with all day.

Having two children gives that little buddy a friend, and life is no longer just you and that little buddy, and they have to learn to share you.

Having three kids (or more) is (for me) like having a real family. You know what I mean? You all have to work together to make it work. Mom, Dad, and all of the kids. I am grateful that my kids are learning that we are a family and they have to do their part to make it work. But Mason and Afton, I want you to know that you are special to me and I held you close and rocked and cuddled you too. And if I could go back I would hold you just a little bit longer.

2010-07-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

Three kids makes me happy. I'm tired, but I'm happy.

2010-07-17T19:14:00.000-07:00

Newest member of our family

2010-07-17T18:21:00.000-07:00

Meet Sadie Lynn Carter, born today, July 17, 2010 at 8:10 am. She came 6 lb, 3 ounces and 18.5 inches long; perfect and beautiful in every way!

The anticipation of having this baby was coming to a climax yesterday afternoon. Brooke had been particularly uncomfortable this past week. Running around town yesterday, to finish some last minute preparations, it was 110 Fahrenheit. Brooke was convinced that this baby was coming soon and by 7:00 pm she started having some contractions. They seemed to progressively become more regular so we when to the hospital at 11:00 pm. Brooke was not progressing much that first hour there, but her doctor decided to have her stay. Just under 8 hrs later, Sadie was born, and was immediately put in the arms of her mother. It was a joyful moment to finally see her adorable little features, and hear her cry. Welcome to our family Sadie, we love you to pieces already!

Oh what do you do in the summer time...

2010-07-04T19:53:00.000-07:00

When your 8 months pregnant and it's over 100 degrees everyday.

We swim, go to the splash pad, eat lots of otter pops, and do indoor projects. I guess it's like winter time when you don't want to go outside because it is too cold, but the opposite.

Afton's diaper after the pool and slip n slide in our backyard

Shawn running to do the slip n slide holding them. He has a sweet farmer tan going on like five years. Me too!

After dinner I usually let them have an otter pop and they walk around the perimeter of the yard while eating it. Afton copies everything Mason does and he started this little tradition.

We had some free tickets to a baseball game so we thought we would give it a try. It was so hot that we left after about an hour. The kids loved it though because there was a bounce house and Mason went crazy over the mascots and was following them around hugging them.

His face was so red from the heat!

And now for some individual updates.

Afton: The cutest little girl in the world. I can't say that for long because I will have another one soon. She is really into letters and sings the letter factory song all day long. She knows all the sounds that they make. She is a very smart little two year old in the middle of potty training once and for all. I was laying down the other day in my room and she had and accident in the kitchen. I heard her say "uh-oh pee pee." I wanted to see what she would do so I waited. She ran into the bathroom, took off her wet stuff and threw it in the trash, got herself some clean underwear, put them on, and then went in the kitchen and cleaned up her pee. This is the kind of child she is- so easy to train in most things! She is a little helper and into her baby dolls and taking care of them. She adores her brother Mason and copies just about everything he does. She is full of smiles and songs and loves to read. She is a very picky eater and Shawn decided she is our little "sampler" because she just wants to try everyone's food all the time. It drives us nuts, but we love her.

Mason: He has a wild imagination these days. He is so creative and everything turns into pretend. He talks a lot about good guys and bad guys. Sometimes he is a good guy and sometimes he is a bad guy, and sometimes he is a nice bad guy. When he has something in his mind that he is determined to do, he can get stuck on it forever! His new favorite thing to do on Sundays is to practice giving talks. He gave a talk in primary and so every Sunday before church he practices singing and talking about pictures from the scriptures. It is soooooooooooo cute! He also talks about whatever he wants at his podium that consists of a chair turned around backwards and sings songs and does performances. Afton of course also copies him when he does this. He loves friends and cousins and talks about them all the time. He is in swimming lessons and does so well in the water. Some days he is fine and other days I am reminded just how far he has come because he will have hard days where he regresses into autistic behavior. I am so proud of my little man and recognise just how hard he tries to be a good boy.

Shawn: I am so glad I married this man. I have been a little down and out (due to pregnancy) and he never hesitates to take over when I ask. I know he is a little restless being home so much, but I have loved it and I don't want the school year to start again. It has been stressful because we thought he would be able to find something to do full time this summer, but the economy... blah. But we have had so much quantity and quality time that I can't complain too much. We just got a calling to teach the 14-18 year old's Sunday school and I love watching him teach. It's fun to tag team together in a spiritual setting.

Me: I'm in the last few weeks of pregnancy. Enough said. I'm excited, anxious, tired, busy, and so ready to hold my little girl.

Sadie: We can't wait to meet you and much of our time and energy has been put into getting everything ready just for you. She is an active little one and I love to feel her move around.

All Play and No Work

2010-06-24T19:22:00.000-07:00

It seems like all we have been doing is playing. And now I'm ready to get back to work. Just in time for baby #3

Here's an incomplete list of the highlights...

Visit from the Clarks (Zions Trip)

Carter Family Reunion

Visit to Nana's and Papa's house

Zoo

Ikea trip (that was for me :) )

Shawn drove to Ohio with Chad and stopped in Nauvoo.

Said Goodbye to Chari before she moved to Texas

Spent some time with my brother Sean

Planted a garden (I didn't do a thing, Shawn did it all)

Visit from the Jordan's (another camping/ Zion's trip)

Mason's Birthday

and now we're back to life and all I have to do is get ready for BABY SADIE. Actually I just signed Mason up for swimming lessons which is everyday for two weeks. And then all I have to do is get ready for baby Sadie. I'm getting really excited to meet this new addition to our family.

Pictures to come.

Happy Birthday Mason

2010-06-15T18:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Mason,

Today we had a birthday party with all your little friends. It was so cute to watch you interact with them and be so excited about your cake and presents. You are getting so old and mature. You were having fun with your slip n slide and water balloons and I loved watching you.

I want you to know that my heart has a special place that is just for you. Life just wouldn't be the same without you. The first time you were put into my arms I loved you, but I didn't know who this little infant would become. And now four years later, I want you to know that I am so proud of the little man you are becoming. You have had some big accomplishments this year and I have loved seeing you grow and change so much. It has been rewarding to see you come out of your world and express yourself so clearly. I love the questions you ask and the things we talk about. If I ever say "Uh-huh" you say "No Mom, talk to me." You don't want just any answer, you want me to be engaged with you.

You are so curious about the world and love to learn about new things. You said something funny today when Daddy was helping you put together one of your Birthday presents. You said "We need to be righteous with it." Daddy and I started laughing and asked you what that meant. "It means you have to be so so careful with it."

One of my other favorite things that you do, is when you can't see something you pull out your "noculars" This means putting your hands in circles to your eyes so you can see better. You love to be outside and play in the water, dirt, or sand box. We spend a lot of time at the park, splash pad, and riding bikes. Exploring and looking for lizards and roley poleys is a new daily activity. You also love to read and sing songs. I can't believe how good your memory is and how you will remember things that we did one time months ago. You love your sister Afton. You two are best buds and you are so sweet to her. You are excited for your new baby sister and you talk about holding the baby, singing her lullabies, and like to kiss my stomach. You come in our room every morning to wake me up to cuddle, talk, and play quietly. It's a great way to start the day.

One of the things that is so special about you is the tenderness that you have for others. When someone is sad or upset you just want to help them feel better. You will sing "lullaby, lullaby" to Afton when she is crying and give her a hug When I say I'm not feeling good you always say, "Mommy I will just give you a smile and you will feel better." In the midst of all your wildness and hyperness, you are also very compassionate.

I love you Mason, you bring joy into my life every day.

Love,

Mom

Father Son

2010-05-12T11:14:00.000-07:00

These two make me smile. They are best buds and sure had a blast together at the father-son campout. I always put Afton to bed and Shawn puts Mason to bed, but lately I have tried to switch. Mason always protests and says, "I just want Daddy to." That's fine with me, I'm glad they have that special bond.Poor Mason and his brown tooth. It's been like that for a while but you can really see it in this picture. He bumped it too hard somewhere along the line in one of his crazy adventures.

Shawn said Mason just kept talking and talking in the tent when they were going to bed. He wasn't sure when he finally stopped because he fell asleep to it. He wanted to know what every little noise was and what the other people were doing in their tents and everything in between. He does the same thing in the car, becomes a little chatter box.

I don't think there is anything Mason loves more than spending time with his Dad.

Mother's Day

2010-05-09T19:38:00.000-07:00

I'm just sitting on my couch thinking about my Mom and being a Mom and all the moms that have been an influence in my life. My children are sleeping, my exhausted husband who stayed up until 3 in the morning painting Mason's room, because I wanted it done as a mother's day gift, is also sleeping. I think I will be sleeping soon as a mothers day gift to myself.

My house is messy and when I look around I see a million things to do. The kids will wake up early and Shawn will go to work and we will start our day. Cleaning, playing, running errands, preschool, park, potty training, time outs, snacks, meals etc. There are highs and lows in everyday, because kids are so unpredictable- especially little Mason man. I love in the morning when He is calm and peaceful. He always comes in our room and cuddles with me for just a second, sometimes longer. Mason is very sensitive if someone is upset. He thinks if you sing them a lullaby that everything will be okay. Or all they need is a kiss and a hug. He rarely slows down and usually it is when we are in the car because he is strapped in that we have our time to talk. And he will talk and talk about everything he sees and every noise he hears and everything that is on his mind. He doesn't miss a thing.

He has had an extremely difficult time as of late and I have felt discouraged with his digression. But today I felt the peaceful whisperings of the spirit comforting my soul and telling me that it's okay. That I am doing the right things, that my attempts to weather his highs and lows aren't going unnoticed. Even though today I think could have been on my top 5 of difficult days with him. It's so hard having a child with special needs because you just want them to be happy. I don't think you can really understand unless you spend a few days with our family. But Shawn and I often feel worn out. Shawn is an amazing father and he has a very special bond with Mason. I know he is the perfect Dad for our kids.

Afton is also going through her little phase of declaring her Independence. She is a very smart girl. Today she walked down the hall to her nursery class and into the nursery room. I came in to check on her to make sure she was really okay. She walked up to me grabbed my hand and said bye bye. She has been potty training and I'm glad for her enthusiasm but I do have to follow her into the bathroom every 20 minutes to make sure she doesn't clog the toilet with TP. And I find her naked all the time. She sings to herself all day long. Lately it is Book of Mormon stories and I am a child of God.

I love being a Mom and I love what it is doing to me and the person I am becoming, even though it's painful sometimes. I know this time is special and I am creating a bond with my children now that will last throughout there lives and beyond. Prayer has become a part of me because I need it so much. I don't always know what to do and I make a lot of mistakes. I feel overwhelmed and discouraged, so I pray. I feel alone, so I pray. I can't keep up with everything by myself, so I pray. So tonight while I'm sitting here pondering about being a mom, I think that I am doing just fine. And I have felt like that all day, and it's a good feeling.

2010-05-04T09:13:00.000-07:00

Sorry all these pictures are out of order, but I'm to lazy to organize them. This is what we've been up to lately.

Right before Church
Burying Shawn at the sand dunes

Playing in the hole Daddy dug

Hiking with our parents

They're so cute!

Playing on the porch swing waiting for Mason's bus to come

Yep our room is blue, I don't know what to do yet

Eating waffles with cousins on their way to move to Arizona

Enjoying time with Pops and Grandma Goosey

Playin the guitar with Daddy

She loves her chair and stories

Mason decorating his room, which is still pink. He will tell me it's Halloween or Christmas and to come in his room and see the decorations.

This was all my doing.

The end

The Truth is

2010-05-03T20:17:00.000-07:00

kids are kids. Sometimes they throw tantrums in the store, or take off their shorts and underwear at the park. (Afton did that today) They play in dirt, they color on your walls and furniture. They take a rock to the car when you aren't paying enough attention to them and make a line all the way around (Mason did this the day we moved) They break things that you just bought. They touch you with their grubby hands when you are wearing white (just don't do it) They don't want to get in the car seat or sit in the cart. They do all kinds of things in the day, and then the night comes and they are so peacefully asleep. And.... I miss them. Isn't it ironic that something that can test your limits all day long can make you learn how to love limitlessly.

My kids are kids and they have their moments, and I have mine... but I love them so dearly that I would do anything for them. A baby seems pretty easy right now compared to two crazy toddlers. I never thought when my kids were infants that I could be frustrated with them. But at the end of the day I often think, "It couldn't have been that bad" or "I was too hard on them" or "That really was funny and I should have just laughed." I just hope my babies know that I love them, and although it is my job to teach and guide them, I think I learn more from them.

Mason and Afton... I love you, I love you, I love you... goodnight.

Happy Birthday Shawn

2010-04-18T19:49:00.000-07:00

Here are just a few reasons I love you...

Cheerful disposition, always makin' me laugh, loyal,pinching you while you fall asleep in church, always speaking well of others, you love your kids and go into their world, Helpful, Best cook ever,Saturday waffles, Sunday cookies, You love to work hard, understanding of others faults, great with the youth, You're the coach, the dramatic speeches you give in your sleep, patient, love of the outdoors and playing, athletic, energetic, creative, handsome, hot, sexy (only I can say that), loving, kind, gentle, not offended easily, caring, sensitive, you have a simple outlook on things, eager to learn, always doing a job well done, Adoring of your little girl, understanding of you little boy, falling asleep putting Mason to bed, great smile, You rarely complain if ever, happy, catching you talk to yourself, dreamer, solid testimony

I love you and I don't know what life is like anymore without you because everything I do is always with you. You are my best friend. We have different opinions sometimes, but we both want to make one another happy. I love our home and pray for our family every day. I want to be with you in eternity and be happy with you right now too. I love the life we started together and the new lives that came along the way and have brought us together. I could not do this crazy parenting thing without you. It's like Afton always says, "Mommy, Daddy, Mason, Afton." We're all meant to be together. Happy Birthday love. It's hardly ever just about you anymore, but I hope you know that you are still my world.

Love,

Brooke

A little Update

2010-03-25T20:16:00.000-07:00

Long but much needed.

Someday I will post some pictures of myself. And some of my prego belly since I know everyone is dying to see how chunky I am. Here's a run down on all of us.

Brooke: Busy being a Mommy. Packing to move into our new house. Feeling good with the pregnancy and trying not to eat everything in sight. Longing for a good book to read and to use my mind to learn something, but I'm so tired by the end of the day that my brain doesn't work. Making new friends in St. George. Learning about parenting and autism. Enjoying this gorgeous weather and already has a farmer tan from going to the park so much. Excited that so many people come to see us since we live in a good vacation spot and inbetween place.

Shawn: Busy in... school, young men, coaching, and lesson planning. Figuring out what to do in the summer time for work. Preparing for another move. Stepping in for his stressed out wife when she turns into a basket case. Enjoying playing with the kids, being outdoors, and his new found love of going to the sand dunes. NEEDS TO TAKE BROOKE ON AN AWESOME DATE WHEN LIFE SLOWS DOWN A LITTLE. (HINT HINT)

Mason: Turning into a big boy and is constantly reminding me of this. Says things all day like "When I'm older..." Insert anything he wants to do but can't. Finally potty trained, woo hoo! Goes to preschool and rides the bus. He prays for the bus since he loves it so much. Plays with the neighbor boys as much as we will let him. Asks me if everything has wheat and dairy in it (little sweetie). Loves to pretend all day long, build fort with the couch cushions, build towers, FIX THINGS WITH DADDY, read books, watch Dora, Diego, and Bill Nie the Science Guy, play computer games, and eat Popsicles.

Afton: A little climber and swinger. Always trying to do a tarzan swing on the curtains. A tom boy, but a girly girl. Tom boy: because she is always covered in dirt from playing outside and keeping up with her brother. A girly girl: because she loves shoes and likes to try on different outfits. Obsessed with Dora. LOVES TO SING ALL DAY LONG. Will get a stack of books and sit on the couch for 20 minutes reading them all, then go and get more. Still takes a 2-3 hour nap daily and goes to bed at 7:00 (bless her heart). Likes to eat and will try a little bit of everyone's food if you let her (not a good habit).

More about Mason

2010-03-25T19:59:00.000-07:00

I guess I should explain a little more about Mason man. He is very high functioning and most people would never notice because of all the intervention we have been doing. Taking him off wheat and dairy has been huge. He will probably be just fine in kindergarten, but we've been told that the time between now and five is really important for him.

It's emotionally and socially that he is behind. However he is extremely smart, and now that he can express things more in conversation we are constantly amazed. He has and incredibly detailed memory and even though he might seem like he doesn't know what is going on, we find out later that he caught it all.

There are good days and bad. The good days doesn't mean it's all better and the bad doesn't mean that there isn't any hope. So I am learning to just take it as it comes.

My greatest fear is that he was diagnosed incorrectly and I don't want it to follow him. No matter what happens in the future, he is a very kind, intelligent, loving little boy with a tender heart- and I know that he will succeed in life. We love him dearly.

Autism

2010-03-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

Not too long ago we found out that Mason is autistic. We have been through a range of all kinds of emotions that have eventually led to acceptance. I have found that the more open I am about it, the more doors open up, and we get him the help that he needs.

I love my little boy with all of my heart, and while I never dreamed of facing this challenge as a parent, I am. Everyday, from the moment he wakes up until the moment he goes to bed.

He was doing so well the past few weeks and then has taken a nose dive the past few days. It is truly one of the most heartbreaking things for me to see (the ups and downs he goes through)

So since my blog is private and I know everyone who reads it, first I would ask you to pray for us, and second if you have any experiences with autism you would like to share we are always willing to listen.

My email is brookemcarter@gmail.com

On a happier note Mason said the sweetest thing tonight that I always want to remember. We were looking a Book of Mormon with pictures and I pointed to the picture of Jesus.

Me: "Who is that?"
"Jesus" Mason and Afton said happily
Mason: "Mom I just miss him so much."
Me: "Yeah me to, but we can pray to him if we want to talk to him.
Mason: "He will come back Mom and he will come down from heaven, the angels will help him. We need a ladder so we can go see him."
Then he talked about a ladder for a long time and how Jesus needs a ladder and so do we.

We have these conversations a lot. Mason always talks about the people he misses who are important in his life, and then he comforts himself by explaining that they will come back. I'm glad that he's listening and making the connection that the Savior is someone who is important in his life.

My kitchen Soon

2010-03-13T14:38:00.000-08:00

I can't wait to have my own house. I'm paranoid that it isn't going to happen. Inspection on Monday, we'll see! Here's an okay picture of the kitchen. I love the cabinets they are a darker stain than this picture shows and the countertoups are light gray ganite. It's so beautiful I want to cry!

Happy Birthday Afton Jean

2010-03-04T18:29:00.000-08:00

Dear Afton,

I don't know how I can adequately express the love that I have for you. Your sweet, tender loving spirit was meant to come into our family. You brighten us all and bring us together. You could sit on my lap all day singing songs and reading stories. You are feisty, sweet, strong willed, but very obedient. You aim to please those around you, and your goal every time we are in the grocery store (or anywhere) is to charm as many people as possible. You love to follow Mason and get into mischief with him. He adores you too. You have big hugs for your Daddy and love to play hide and seek with him. Along with wrestling, climbing, flipping, and being thrown in the air. You are a tough little girl, and we are amazed at how quickly you bounce back from your many injuries. A hug and a kiss and your back to the action. I laugh when you do your fake cry so you can get an extra hug, because you don't need to do it- I love to cuddle you as much as I can. Somewhere along the line, we started calling you our squash and it has just stuck. Squash or squashy boo. You will probably hate it someday, but Daddy and I look at each other often and say, "Oh the squash" when we are talking about you with a smile. You have brought so much joy into my life. I want to be more committed as your mother to just playing with you and making sure we have as many tea parties, princess, and make believe games as possible before you are all grown up. I love you to pieces.

Love always,

Mom

I love it

2010-02-25T21:41:00.000-08:00

Mason, Afton, and I were playing with the tea party stuff in the bath

and I was pouring them water.

Mason: Mommy, you want some Tea of Life?

Me: What did you say Tea of Life?

Mason: Yeah, Tea of Life.

Me: Oh, what's Tea of Life?

Mason: It just comes from Jesus.

He really likes the tree of life storey from the Book of Mormon. I love the innocence of the things that come out of their little mouths.

I'm so happy that Mason is having these kind of conversations with me more.

It makes me so happy.

Then Afton was telling me no, no, no about fifteen times and yelling at me and instead of telling her to be nice, I just stared at her. She stopped and started whimpering and then said

"I go in time out now."

She then went to the corner, squatted down and said,

"I in corner."

It was bedtime so I said you can come out now and give me a hug. She said,

"no beep"

so I made a beeping noise like the timer that I usually said, and she ran and gave me a hug.

I don't know where her obedience came from, but I am thankful for it.

Dear St. George

2010-02-24T18:59:00.000-08:00

Please build an ikea so I can get the furniture I want.

Please open a kneaders because I've been craving it desperately.

Please sell my makeup so I don't have to buy it online and pay for shipping.

Sometimes I miss northern Utah. It has everything.

But I would still never leave you.

Valentines Day

2010-02-16T13:40:00.001-08:00

We had a great Valentines weekend. On Saturday, we made an offer on a house and went to the temple. Two very exciting things.

On Sunday Shawn let me sleep in and when I woke up he had already gotten to work. I think he did eight loads of laundry and folded at least two that have been sitting on my dresser for a week. It didn't stop there, the man cleaned pretty much all day. What a great gift to just help me catch up. I really needed it. We usually don't clean like that on Sunday, but the oxen has been in the meyer for a few weeks now- if you know what I mean.

On Monday we went had a yummy brunch and then went to out favorite park with the kids. It was so warm I was way too hot in jeans and a long sleeved shirt.

Then a babysitter came over and we went to see AVATAR. I loved it.

And of course our Valentines would not be complete without our favorite Carter dessert. Angel food cake with strawberries and whip cream.

Since Mason can't have wheat or dairy we had to hide it from him. Poor guy, it makes me sad sometimes to keep such yummy things from him, but he was plenty happy with his Valentines candy!

Happy Love Day.

Boy or Girl

2010-02-16T13:18:00.001-08:00

We shall see very soon.

Please be a girl, please be a girl.

If you are a boy we will love you too.

This is probably our last baby, and I know this is silly, but I really want to use my favorite girl name.

When I am pregnant, I always think it is my last baby.

2010-02-09T19:27:00.000-08:00

Sometimes in the madness of the day

I forget how incredibly cute you are

And then bedtime comes

The house is quite and still.

You are tucked away in your blankies

and I fall in love with you all over again

He wasn't mad

just trying to look like a hard core super hero doing the dishes.

That's my man.

All these things shall give thee experience

2010-01-23T09:02:00.000-08:00

And shall be for thy good...

We have had quite the past few months. It seems like one thing after another. But what amazes me is the loving and generous people we have around us.

My New Years Resolution is to spend more of my time putting people first, because people matter the most. I want to plan my day around caring for others and taking new opportunities when they come my way.

Sometimes I think it takes money, talent, or big plans to serve: but I really think I just need to have a more willing and unselfish heart.

Good luck to me! This is kind of a life long pursuit.

From the Mouth of Babes

2010-01-20T11:15:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I was a little upset at dinner time, so I took my food in my room and locked the door (I know I was being ridiculous). Well soon Mason was knocking on my door and this is what he said...

"Mom, you need to come back to the kitchen right now, you aren't supposed to eat in your room. You're being naughty."

I didn't answer right away, but came out in a few minutes. Shawn then informed me that when Mason went back to the kitchen he said,

"Mommy is being a stinker."

Well, he sure put me in my place. Thank you to my little son for being such a good example to me.

2009-12-23T19:55:00.000-08:00

What a depressing post the last one sounded like. Yeah we're having a baby, and I'm already huge and lovin' it.

p.s. all that change I was talking about that has been hard, was not the change about the baby, we're excited about that, but scared out of mindzes.

Merry Christmas

2009-12-18T11:29:00.000-08:00

We hope you have a Merry Christmas. I made Christmas cards and I just hope I get them out before the new year.

This year has been a year of change. So much change. Moving, new career, new job, new stages with our kids, new challenges, and A NEW BABY coming in August. I feel grateful today for all the newness. Even though I have been fighting all the change, I know it is helping me aspire to the much needed change in my heart.

Do you ever get the opportunity to step back and think about what is really important? I mean really think about it? It's usually when my world gets turned upside down, and things don't go quite the way I planned that I start to think about this.

And something beautiful happens. I become more quite, humble, and submissive. But that's not until I stop fighting and accept. I love my family and friends, thanks to all of you for your support.

Halloween

2009-11-01T19:31:00.001-08:00

I loved Halloween this year. We went to a little carnival, to the park, and to our ward truck or treat. I even watched a scary movie (that's not like me). This is the Carters doing Halloween western style.

I don't know why pictures show up blurry on my blog, it makes me so sad, because they are so cute. Oh well! We took over a hundred pictures that day. I couldn't resist, they were just so adorable. There are more of Afton because Mason disappeared with all the other kids in the ward, and it wasn't until I walked around with him from car to car that he actually stayed with me. I think this had something to do with candy being involved. It's actually really nice to see him play with other kids, so I didn't mind.

This is how fuzzy her hair is by the end of the day. You'll see the difference when you get to the end that shows pictures from the beginning of the day. Mason kept making this face after I first drew his mustache on. We were laughing so hard!

At the Park

See the yellow on her hands. That was from coloring earlier in the day. It looks like jaundice.

Look at that COWBOY stance, and by the way that's a sucker in his mouth

Our little Photo Shoot earlier in the day.

This is SO Afton

I love living in Ivins. I love our ward, I love the warmer weather, and I love how well we fit in here. But I did miss my family this year. I hope ya'll had a fun HALLOWEEN!

No more wishy washy me!

2009-10-22T21:57:00.000-07:00

I've never been able to quite decide if I want my blog to be private or not because I like when old friends find me. But, I have realized (as of late... like today) that I am way too trusting of others, and the mamma bear has come out in me. If people really want to find me, they can do that on facebook.

This blog will forever be private. Sorry to annoy the handful of family and friends who I invite and then un-invite. If you have not been invited before than please leave your email so I can invite you.

Last time- for realz

Pictures Pictures

2009-10-11T17:26:00.001-07:00

HCG

2009-10-02T21:01:00.000-07:00

Go Chari, Go Chari, GO GO GO Chari

Check her out on http://www.hcgskinnyme.com/

It works people. I've Never done it myself, but I'm wanting to.

Zions

2009-09-23T14:59:00.001-07:00

More pictures to come... when I have some time

If you don't walk as most people do

2009-09-20T19:34:00.000-07:00

Tonight when I was singing Mason this song, I was suddenly all teared up. Since I have become a Mom one of the things I am learning daily is that we are all so DIFFERENT... and that's okay. My children have their own personalities... different things work for each of them. I had this misconception about parenting before I became one, that if I did certain things, my kids would just be a certain way. I'm realizing that instead they came to me with their own personalities and my job is to LOVE THEM, guide them, and then LOVE THEM MORE. Mason, Afton, and Shawn... I love you.

If you don’t walk as most people do,
Some people walk away from you,
But I won’t! I won’t!
If you don’t talk as most people do,
Some people talk and laugh at you,
But I won’t! I won’t!
I’ll walk with you.
I’ll talk with you.
That’s how I’ll show my love for you.
Jesus walked away from none.
He gave his love to ev’ryone.
So I will! I will!
Jesus blessed all he could see,
Then turned and said, “Come, follow me.”
And I will! I will!
I will! I will!
I’ll walk with you.
I’ll talk with you.
That’s how I’ll show my love for you.

Afton's Room

2009-09-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

I've been working really hard on Afton's room... she finally has one! Hopefully it will be done before my family gets here today.

2009-09-15T10:03:00.000-07:00

Is anyone else excited for this movie?
Where the Wild THings are

my wild things

Afton's mischievous grin... she's playing with an outlet

Mason running away from me at the park and turning around to make sure I see him doing it.

2009-08-27T14:25:00.000-07:00

I absolutely adore how cute Afton looks peaking up over her cereal bowl in the morning.

she has crazy bed head when she first wakes up

love my little squash

Mason and the scorpion...eeek

2009-08-25T04:51:00.000-07:00

I'm sure there is more to the desert than creepy crawly things, but since moving here- those little creeps have come to the forefront of my paranoias.

After talking to our neighbors it sounds like spraying your house is like changing your oil. You do it every three months- no matter what. Since we are renting, we have had no control over what previous tenants have done- and assumed the property management had sprayed before we moved in.

Well, yesterday morning at approximately 8:30 am MASON STEPPED ON A SCORPION IN OUR HOUSE AND IT STUNG HIM. I have never been so horrified in all of my life.

I was standing right in front of him when it happened. It really blended in with the carpet. I thought it was just a bunch of string waded up or something... until it moved. I called Shawn hysterical- he had already left for work. I was hyperventilating... explaining to him that I think our son had just been stung by a scorpion.

Just a little history... all I have ever heard about scorpions- is that the smaller they are, the more poisonous. Well this was a small one, and it must have been dying when Mason stepped on it because it was easy to catch.

I did not want to catch it, I was crying when I had to do it, but Shawn told me to take it to a neighbor and make sure it was really a scorpion. So I put it in a Tupperware and run across the street in my pajamas, to pound on my neighbor's door. After a quick explanation, and my panic of not having a car, she assured me that she would take me to the ER or where-ever I needed to go. Bless her! I've only met her a few times! I ran back home to get my kids ready, and after her husband took a look at the sting, we were off.

They also didn't know what would happen if a child was stung and they have lived here their whole lives! I was expecting Mason to go into shock at any minute. But he was fine, totally nonchalant. He was even being hyper and playing at the doctors office.

Turns out the kind of scorpions we have around here won't kill you. The only time hospitalization is required is if there are multiple stings, which can cause hallucinations and hysteria. Okay, I feel a little better, just a little. But I didn't know that for the first hour and a half, and either did anyone else around me.

To say the least, it was the most terrifying experience I have had to date.After I got home, I made the kids stay at the table and checked every nook and cranny of my house. I called the management company and told them what happened and asked them if they would spray.

Oh yes they are, and we are spraying our house, and will be doing so as often as we possibly can.

And speaking of OUR HOUSE I have some good news, we are building one- HURRAY! Starts in October. Can't wait to have my OWN!

I'm still getting used to this little desert, but it helps to be surrounded by such great people. I don't know what I would do without my church (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints) for just the fellowship alone.

When everything calmed down and I knew Mason wasn't going to die, it really hit me and I had a good cry. I had no one to talk to so I just prayed. It's nice to know that I can just tell the Lord when I'm scared, that I'm scared, and know that He will understand.

I'm so happy my little boy is okay, but I think that scream (when the scorpion stung him) will echo in my mind for a while.

I live in the desert

2009-08-11T18:41:00.000-07:00

We made it, we're here! After wondering where we are going to end up for so long- it's finally happened.

To put first things first... first impressions aren't always the best. As I walked into the place we are renting and saw it for the first time, there were about 30 dead cockroaches everywhere. Welcome to the desert! They had just sprayed. After I cleaned them all up and stopped Afton who was attempting to put one in her mouth i wasn't freaking out so much (I had to fight the urge to jump in the car and head back home). Just a little glitch with the management company- I don't think we were supposed to see that. I wouldn't recommend moving into somewhere that you have never seen before.

On the up side, we have met some awesome people and are trying to decide where to settle permanently. We miss you all horribly and can't wait to see you! If you are ever passing through please stop on by. We promise to show you all the beautiful places here! And don't worry the roaches aren't allowed in our house anymore! We have traps everywhere.

Pictures to come- there is an awesome splash park by our house that we have been to four times already!

You make me melt like a popsicle on the fourth of July

2009-07-10T18:31:00.000-07:00

My little Firework

The whole gang

matchy, matchy- I made them

I love these little pixies

Kyla took the parade very seriously. It was all about getting as much candy as possible

Lovebirds

They sat with Nana almost the whole time

Me, Tiff, and our girls

The boys

cutest baby ever

She is squinting in every picture- hey it was bright

Afton saying "juice"

swimming with nana

The boys watching fireworks in the street. It was daytime, but they were still impressed.

2009-07-05T21:42:00.000-07:00

oh life

it rarely goes as I plan
it often throws me for a loop
I find myself kicking and screaming
and then suddenly it all works out

I need to remember this
everyday

one of my favorite poems is

my life is but a weaving
between my Lord and me
I cannot choose the colors
he worketh steadily
oft times he weaveth sorrow
and I in foolish pride
forget he sees the upper
and I the underside.
Now 'till the loom is silent
and the shuttles cease to fly
shall God unroll the canvas
and explain the reason why
The dark threads are as needful
in the weavers skillful plan
as the threads of gold and silver
in the pattern he has planned.
-unknown

a family trip

2009-06-23T20:01:00.001-07:00

We did it... we went on a little road trip. That's a big deal for us. Our purpose was to find a home and play together. The kids were wide awake the whole car ride there, and finally zonked out while we were looking at homes. So, we had to wake them up of course.

My Favorite part was driving through this canyon. We only got out and played for about 30 minutes, but it was a blast.
She was just happy to be out of the car

really happy

It was simply breathtaking.

Our buddies Chad and Tiff happened to be there also visiting family, so we joined them four wheeling.

This little guy loved the pool and begged us to take him swimming the entire trip.

We both have killer farmer tans.

This time was much needed for all of us.

Sneak Peak

2009-06-18T17:34:00.001-07:00

Sitting Pretty at the Boijou Market.... and I do more than just bows now.

There are going to be so many different vendors there. Check it out!

http://www.bijoumarket.com/

Happy Birthday My Little Man

2009-06-16T21:28:00.000-07:00

When I left your room after putting you to bed tonight, I realized that we had forgotten to say prayer. I didn't want to ruin our routine by going backwards, but I also didn't want to miss out. Up to this point in your life, we have hardly ever had a family prayer without crying, screaming, or someone getting up to run around. But tonight was different.

I went into your room and explained that we forgot to pray. You voluntarily slipped out of your bed and onto your knees. You folded your little arms and squeezed your eyes shut. I have never seen you so reverent, and it got me all choked up. I told you that I loved you, that your Daddy loved you, and my desire for you to grow into a righteous man someday. You repeated almost every word I said, and then we said amen. Afterwards I pulled you into my arms. You smiled at me and said "Thank you"

And then as quickly and unexpectedly as the moment came it was over. And we were on to something new. This is much like that last three years of my life. These little unexpected moments that help me know that I am doing exactly what I should with what I have. Being a Mom has tested what I thought were my limits, AND helped me to understand limitless LOVE.

So, this is what I want you to know on your 3rd birthday... that my love is limitless. I love you in the morning when you wake up hungry and down two bowls of cereal. I love you when you say the same thing over and over until I repeat back to you what you have said. I love you when you are wild and crazy. I love you when you grab my face and give me slobbery kisses (on the lips). I love your obsession with any type or sport, and desire to watch golf on TV.

I love you when you are grouchy, I love you when you are happy, and I promise you that my love will always be there for you.

Please remember this in ten years when you are a teenager.

Love,
Mom

Come To This

2009-06-11T11:37:00.000-07:00

Oh dear, I know I keep changing my blog from private to open, but too many people have been asking me why they can't get on it anymore, so it's open again. I'm just not going to mention where I live and stuff like that.

I've been busy- kids, hubby, packing, moving, but mostly with this...

Sitting Pretty isn't on the website yet, because I don't have pictures ready yet.... but I've been working on new stuff. Baby skirts, dresses, little boy shorts, car seat covers, and more! I'm having a blast, but tired from all the late nights.

We've been busy

2009-05-30T21:23:00.000-07:00

Packing

and just having fun

2009-05-20T11:14:00.000-07:00

So far it's been such a great one. I decided I wanted to take my family on a real picnic. So, I've been makin' homeade rolls and chicken salad with grapes and strawberries. This is something to celebrate, I am cooking yummy food.

I thought my little man would think this song is funny, so I put it on for him. He started doing this on his own, no prompts from me.

We just got back from the canyon. Pictures to come. I love how we go to the park almost everyday now.

who says a mouthful isn't cute

2009-05-16T10:06:00.001-07:00

These pictures of my little squash say it all. Always so happy, always eager to make mommy laugh. If she hears music or any kind of beat, there will be dancing.

You make me smile.

If you are wondering why we call her our squash, it started because I always wanted to squash her cheeks with kisses. It has many variations such as squashy, squashy cheeks, squashalaush, squashalish, squashy girl etc.

2009-05-10T22:42:00.000-07:00

a whole bunch of posts
just spent two hours updating the blog
six posts in one night
that's gotta be some kind of record

Introducing: Gypsy Cab

2009-05-10T22:19:00.000-07:00

My little bro's band won the battle of the bands at Muse Music. Seriously- they are amazing. As soon as I find a way to put on some of their music I will. I was taking so many pics that someone asked me if I was the official band photographer.

Oh yes, and did I mention that the same day, he was in a skateboarding competition and won 6th place out of 90 people. This kids got talent. David- you show me that when you want something bad enough, you make it happen. Love you!

Want to go to the Canyon

2009-05-10T22:08:00.000-07:00

I think I have asked my hubby this everyday for the last two weeks. We finally made it- and it was freezing. {Right before sundown} not a good time to go. But our little man still had a blast. This little lady was really serious because of the wind. I think it made her nervous.

seriously mom, why would you take me here, it's freezing.

Taylee's Blessing

2009-05-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

We were so happy to see the Chad and Tiffany bless their first baby Taylee. If Afton hadn't fallen off the bench right before the blessing, I wouldn't have missed it. Darn! They have wanted a baby for so long- so it truely was a celebration!

The boys looking at eachother like lovers

The Body Guards almost reunited- minus one

They'll be best friends forever

Notice: none of the kids are looking

we love cousins

2009-05-10T21:40:00.000-07:00

They always have snacks to share!